...but I was wrong. Its the prom on July 5th and I'm not sure if I want to go. I mean sure its for the memories and all but I doubt Id have fun. Theyre hiring a dj who will no doubt play pop music and bashment and thats it. Oh the fun I'll have.
But worst of all will be to go it alone. I barely have any friends and they all have dates (the eager beavers) and the chance of being asked to the prom is slim to none. (going with the none).
So I'll tag along, stick out and have a crappy time but its all for the memories. The pictures I can show my grankids and remembering that this is the second prom my school has had so Im lucky to have got one.
Exam and coursework stress is getting to me but I am handling it without harming although with the pressure building up that is getting harder but Im also getting stronger. Learning that there are other ways to deal with things without hurting myself.
Guy F (the one from yesterday's blog) hugged me today (okay in a jokey way) and I felt...nothing. So what does that mean exactly? Do I not like him? Does it mean anything? because after all I did say it, or am I just weird? lol
My brother is meant to be buying me tickets to see Good Charlotte and if my friend cant make it then he's going to come with me. That'll be okay I dont mind he'll fit in (not!) but he is paying so I cant really complain.
"...Its not so conventional, it sure as hell aint normal but we deal, we deal" - Panic! at the disco Relax, Relapse (Camisado). Oh how that sums up my life 
I'll deal seems to be the thing I always say now. If you havent heard of Panic! at the disco I suggest you listen to them (but you should have heard of them. I write sins not tragedies has been radio raped,)
Oh yeah and one more thing...
I luff you <3 &hearts
THOUGHT FOR TODAY: Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but people don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is? And what would happen if they did? (anyone willing to try that out 
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