... is cancelled. Pissed is Kerry, who'd already bought her dress and shoes and excited is me, because Kerry and Jessie were gonna drag me with them.
But yeah prom (and year book) is cancelled so I am going to use that money (all £30 of it lol) and get my hair straightened and highlighted red so that when I go to college I can do it like that. I swapped my Good Charlotte tickets to get tickets to see Paramore instead (Hayley Williams is my idol, so talented for a 17 year old), with a few friends and sort of friends.
Speaking of sort of friends there is this girl who I was sort of friends with but something happened. When we were younger we used to fall out a lot, and eventually stopped being friends all together for about two years and then, on the last day of school when we were signing shirts and books etc she writes something in mine about how we wasted so much time arguing and being silly and how deep down she was still my friend all along. If that isn't enough to get me going she starts crying saying how much she is going to miss me and I, in turn turn into the blubbering baby that I am, hugging everyone I know (and a few people I don't 
). I also get quite a few hugs cuddles from a couple of cuties which makes me smile.
My exams are here now and my next step is college. I am sort of looking forward to it yet not. I can't wait to move on with my life (now that things on the home front are starting to look up) but at the same time nostalgia has taken over in a big way. I want to go to college and meet new people (and seeing Mr Cute on a daily basis is the upside) but at the same time I dont want to go through the starting anew again. I have to sever all ties with secondary school crushes and I am going to miss all of those people who had put me down ("You goth!" or my personal favourite "Devil Worshipper" Like HELLO I GO CHURCH MORE THAN YOU!!) they made me who I am today, the girl who is no longer afraid to be different, the girl who has learnt to smile...and mean it but most of all the girl who has finally figured out who she really is.
CHEESINESS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't wait to go college or when I finally start to learn to play bass (once I get a bass for my birthday)
Thought For Today (your back bitch 
: The early worm may catch the worm but the second mouse gets the cheese
