The blog title is taken from the Smashing Pumpkins. If you have never heard that song listen to it...and then Madina Lake's cover version.

Honestly after Adalia I had tears in my eyes and I was smiling how was that?

Adalia

SMASHING PUMPKINS COVER

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8RDRb4SPkXY

Isnt it great

Anyway, 8 days until I'm 16. Old enough to smoke. Old enough to have sex. And old enough to know that I dont want to do either of those things yet.

My dad is getting me a guitar and I cant wait. It'll be awesome. After 4 years of begging him he can finally afford one. Isnt that amazing?

He's been acting more like his old self too. He even shouted at me yesterday. I had left the butter out of the fridge and he shouted at me for it. I couldnt stop smiling and he looked so confused when I jumped up and hugged him wrapped up in excitement.

Madina Lake won best single for Here I Stand in Kerrang this week I was like WOOOO! I know I may sound like a groupie or something but you have to see how great their music actually is. Speaking of which I'm going to see them in October WOO!

Smiling feels so good.

xxX